Always lived my life alone, been searching for the place called home. I know that I have been cold as ice. Ignored the dreams, too many lies.

That's the way I felt and feel recently which is suprising as I thought I would have the usual feelings of wanting to leave this place as I reported in my last blog.

So the reason for this is the fact I am going through the wrost experiences of my life at the minute, no job, no home and split from the girlfriend due to this reasons, which if truth be told i'm ok with as it is what I needed to motivate me and Kim needs to be able to concentrate on herself for once.

So thats about it really, I guess i'll get by with a little help from my friends.